17th day after new moon in aries
Apr. 15th, 2025 08:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ravenrookhello!
happy (?) holy week. I'm in a weird space with integrating christianity into the rest of my deal. I think a lot about how religion is what has been passed down to us and this is what's been passed down to me. but at the same time, I want to resist the hegemony as much as possible. alas.
theoretically, there's a lot of cool stuff to work with. and obviously, there's power to it.
I haven't had much time for anything lately. I have no time to think after school and work.
I managed to do my first hedge crossing since living here. I've been feeling like I never introduced myself properly. it was short but so far seems to have been effective. I possibly saw a ghost for the first time in a long time.
moving to a new place has me feeling lost. I don't think I ever truly appreciated how close I was to the local spirits at home. the spirits here feel distant. I'm still learning what they like.
otherwise, things have been alright. I've gotten some clarity on health things and I'm starting to actually feel better. at the same time, I never got around to finding a new therapist and those sorts of things... I need to get on that. the semester is ending so quickly. I have a lot left to do. but not very much motivation to do it.
happy (?) holy week. I'm in a weird space with integrating christianity into the rest of my deal. I think a lot about how religion is what has been passed down to us and this is what's been passed down to me. but at the same time, I want to resist the hegemony as much as possible. alas.
theoretically, there's a lot of cool stuff to work with. and obviously, there's power to it.
I haven't had much time for anything lately. I have no time to think after school and work.
I managed to do my first hedge crossing since living here. I've been feeling like I never introduced myself properly. it was short but so far seems to have been effective. I possibly saw a ghost for the first time in a long time.
moving to a new place has me feeling lost. I don't think I ever truly appreciated how close I was to the local spirits at home. the spirits here feel distant. I'm still learning what they like.
otherwise, things have been alright. I've gotten some clarity on health things and I'm starting to actually feel better. at the same time, I never got around to finding a new therapist and those sorts of things... I need to get on that. the semester is ending so quickly. I have a lot left to do. but not very much motivation to do it.
